A lump rises in her throat when she sees Villanelle quickly scan her hands for weapons, but she swallows it down. The whole ride up the elevator, she thought Villanelle was up here dying when, in reality, the big idiot just has a fever. I just want you to feel better. Even if that something is staying right by Villanelle's side until she's better. i'll be yours forever clexawarrior. "Get some sleep, love." Forever. Eve has done nothing but break Villanelle's trust, and yet Villanelle keeps placing trust in her. Before Eve can even think of a way to voice the myriad of thoughts in her mind, though, Villanelle is speaking again. "It's okay, Villanelle. With Sandra Oh, Topher Collins, David Haig, Simon Chin. I miss you still. Then she spurs herself into action, standing from the bed. Frowning, Eve pulls her phone out of her pocket and brings up Villanelle's message again. "I'm sure you had your reasons. Please consider turning it on! "I Don't Want to Be Free" is the seventh episode of the first season and Killing Eve overall. She's not going anywhere. Her face is creased with pain, and she looks incredibly pale, covers drawn tightly around her. Thinking back on it now, maybe Villanelle's feelings actually haven't been all that guarded. Just a letter. Directed by Damon Thomas. She reaches out a hand to cup Villanelle's cheek. Questions that, frankly, Eve didn’t care to know the answer to. Directed by Jon East. Eve's voice cracks, and she clears her throat. I killed my own mother, Eve. Eve was glad to have Elena but that didn’t mean she couldn’t roll her eyes at her smug bullshit. Eve squeezes Villanelle's hand before getting up and heading over to the kitchen area. Villanelle's eyes quickly dart away from Eve's, dropping to the sheets between them. After Eve is shot by Villanelle, she's trying to move on. Her heart twists as she thinks of Elena and Kenny. Except where Villanelle would be next. Regardless of the reason for Villanelle's change of mood, though, Eve rests her cheek against the top of Villanelle's head and just holds her. Eve doesn't even know why she's still here, why she's even stayed all this time. Killing Eve S01E02 Review: I’ll Deal with Him Later – The game gets underway. But she hasn't. ", "But I feel fine." The reply is almost instant, and Eve's frown deepens. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. There was nothing mouselike about her, nothing small or quiet. “It says, ‘I’m the one who killed Bill’,” she punctuates the sentence with an exaggerated pout. Villanelle, birth name Oxana Vorontsova (in Codename Villanelle) or Oksana Astankova (in Killing Eve), is a fictional character in Luke Jennings’ novel Codename Villanelle (2018), its sequel Killing Eve: No Tomorrow (2019), and the BBC America television series adaptation Killing Eve (2018—) in which she is portrayed by English actress Jodie Comer. Eve feels safe with Villanelle, despite all the reasons she shouldn't. But this time, no feelings, feelings only got in the way, feelings are what allowed Villanelle to slip away as her blood slipped through Eve’s fingers. She flashes her details at him briefly, swooping the scarf into her grasp at the same time, before standing and turning to walk away. Rating Card. If there was anyone else in the bar, they would be staring now. Villanelle asks, and Eve opens her eyes to see Villanelle feeling the space beside her without opening her own eyes. She can't do anything to change the past. I'll Love You Forever I'll Like You For Always. She's about to knock on the door when she realizes it's not shut all the way, propped open by the deadbolt. "Because I would rather die than live without you.". “If you’re really sorry then drink with me,” Elena moves Eve’s hands towards her drink which has sat untouched. "Really," Eve answers immediately. "That's okay. She should have gone home twenty minutes ago. I've killed so many people. once again i'm @villancohmer on twitter and cc if you want to chat or see sneak peeks of next weeks chapter, so i'm not entirely sure where this is going yet but it's definitely going somewhere. She doesn't know how Villanelle will react, but she wants her to know the truth. Enjoy! Eve likes holding Villanelle in her arms like this, and she wishes the blonde would let her guard down more often. Perception of love. Outside, she hails a cab, rattling off the address to the driver, but only when he drops her off in front of an expensive-looking hotel does Eve actually start to consider why Villanelle asked to change their meeting location in the first place. Moogwalzer. Eve wasted so much time being angry with Villanelle, but she isn't angry anymore. Eve opens her eyes and turns to face Villanelle. Killing Eve was a fast paced, sexy, violent, stylish & amusing TV series & that pretty much sums up the book too. "My head hurts, and the room is spinning, and I… Will you help me?". Villanelle was also back to work, with the assassination of Gallo in the same city that she wrote the letter in, the whole thing could be another scheme to string Eve along as she killed unsympathetically, jet setting from city to city, leaving Eve’s ruined life in her wake. "You're being dramatic." "I love you?" No ricin or anthrax. They drink. Eve doesn't even care to think about whether or not Villanelle made the right decision. “What?,” Elena feigns innocence. It's okay. I promise my heart and all that I am, I'm Yours forever, my love You came and You rescued me Showed me life as it's meant to be So beautiful, You loved me so differently Chased all my fears away, finally whole Oh, oh, thank You for finding me when You did You changed my life and now I believe That love is all that I'll ever need Villanelle looks so exhausted that Eve can't resist adding, "Do you need help sitting up?". In a heartbeat, Eve is in the elevator, stabbing the button for the fourteenth floor. And even if I did? Villanelle never came. Eve had rushed to text Kenny an off-the-books request to test the envelope for traces of poison. "My mother never even cared about me," Villanelle admits, and Eve thinks Villanelle's eyes look shinier than they usually do. How high is Villanelle's temperature? Eve found herself waiting too. Eve rolls her eyes, feigning annoyance she doesn't actually feel, but she doesn't complain, because the truth is, she'll do anything for Villanelle. Eve’s scarf. “But you aren’t! Eve's worries must be well placed if Villanelle can't even get up to come answer the door. Eve allows her own eyes to fall closed as she lies next to Villanelle, willing herself to fall asleep as well. Eve hands the cup over to Villanelle and watches as she starts sipping on the water. "I've loved you for a long time now, and I've been lying to you and myself and everyone, but I'm done with that now. Eve sits carefully on the edge of the bed. "You're running a fever. The body of Emilia Amsler lay cold on the floor, so undisturbed one could mistake her stillness for slumber if it wasn’t for the pale, tight skin that only comes with death. Villanelle tries to pull away from Eve, but Eve only holds her tighter, tucking her hair behind her ear. Besides, this wasn’t their first spat and it certainly wouldn’t be their last. She thought Villanelle would want to be out of this vulnerable position as soon as possible, but it seems as if maybe…she wants Eve to hold her. Villanelle asks. ", "No, it's not." Like before? "Will you stay in here with me?" The return address is blank again, but the ruby seal gave Eve all the information she needed: ‘Berliner Fernsehturm - Berlin, Germany’. Eve can’t help but wonder. "I've never had anyone take care of me like this before," she says, voice barely above a whisper. I've enjoyed participating in Killing Eve Week so much, and I'm kind of sad today is the last day, but since it is, I want to thank all of you for reading my fics and leaving kudos and comments. The Villanelle Eve knows is strong, confident, never wavering. But now, Eve had no guilt to reconcile, no celestial power had to tell her that Villanelle was alive, she had told Eve herself. (collapse), Eve Polastri/Villanelle | Oksana Astankova. She can't even remember the last time she got a good night's rest. “Just thinking is all,” Eve is pulled out of her Villanelle induced daze, determined not to give Elena any fodder. Villanelle has let her guard down and let Eve in multiple times now, and Eve knows she's finally ready to do the same. Villanelle leans further into Eve's touch, and Eve thinks maybe Villanelle is enjoying this too. I'll be yours forever If I could only have the chance to fight for you again Then maybe you would see that I am a man If I could only have you in my arms again, oh I would never let you go If you could believe that I would never let you down, oh I'll be yours forever If I could only have you in my arms again, oh I … It’s a small, reflective sort of smile and Eve lifts her head to look at Elena. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. 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